i don't know what form the lifeline may take..but whatever it is..i need it..and i need it fast.
it's a day for annoying-school-girl-rantings.
school's not too good. it's quite a hectic couple of weeks. haven't had time for my friends. haven't had time for my family. haven't had time for myself.
all i've had time for were projects and papers and assignments and trying to catch some decent shut eye. though i think i'm overdosing a bit on the latter right now. sleeping a little too much over the past few days. but that's making up for the severe lack of sleep in the build up to the pageant.
so much work to finish. but my mind won't settle itself. and my heart won't settle itself.
i just have so much hope..so many wishes. i'm hoping my wish bear works..
i went for it. *you asked and i told you. now you know. i don't know how you'll react from now..feels a little different..can't quite decide if it's different in a good or nottoogood way (do i really need to decide?)..just different. so now i'll wait and see. and hope and wish.
